i am very confused
by this poem.
i really do not understand it.
please help me.
what does this poem mean?
what is it about?

please forgive me for being racist.
i can not help it.
it is not my fault.
i am a victim of media brainwashing.

i spend a lot of energy
to unwash the racist virus from my mind
but it is difficult
and it prevents me from doing
something much more useful.

all ideologies and religions
want us to do these three things:

fix the world,
help everyone,
be better now.

the only difference
is the language and imagery.

this poem
is trying to say
some very difficult things
and i really need
your help
in figuring it out,
so please read it well.

are you a messiah?
if you you are call me
at +38163268906.
if you convince me
i will help you.

friendship is safety in weakness.
it is not fun and help.
some are friends with all.
some are friends with none.

superman is the most
successful fear mongering
propaganda against technocracy

i disagree that we need
an alien to protect us
from scientists and engineers

i believe that
scientists and engineers
actually want to help us

at this point
it is clear
that artificial intelligence
is not here to help us
participate and cooperate
but to make us
more passive and marginal

hundred little germans
walked down the street
and yelled loudly:
hale hit her!
hale hit her!
hale hit her!

and everyone thought
that they are nazis
but they are not.
they only want to
help a woman
who was hit by hale.

what happened next?

if someone does not have the words
to explain their emotions
let them express themselves
any way they can
and give them time
to find their words

everyone is smart
but not everyone is eloquent

for my whole life
i have been searching for a purpose.
i did not like any of the old ideas,
they seemed superficial and weak,
so i came up with ia48x.

ia48x is a future country
which includes everyone in the world,
in which everyone is equal,
and everyone works to reach immortality.

equality and immortality are
the only true goals we can have
and the only way for us
to fulfill our potential.

if you adopt ia48x as your purpose
you will help bring us all
closer to it.

visit ia48x.org for more.

i am not sorry, ryder ripps, for calling you a racist.
it was a provocation
within a context of calling everyone racist.

racism is a disease which must be treated
and racists are not evil monsters to be killed
but people in need of our help.

you have picked the biggest fight
but you became a ptsd paranoid mega intense warrior
believing that you can fix the whole world by yourself.

chill down a bit and trust me:
i am here to help you,
not hurt you.

my son and i woke up together.
we were alone.
we went down to the kitchen
and he wanted to eat a kiwi.
i scooped the kiwi with a spoon
thinking how i can cut out a nice big piece.
i was happy he wanted kiwi in the morning.
i gave the piece to him.
i realized it was big for him
but was confident he can chew it.
he tried hard.
but he started choking.
i flipped him upside down
holding his leg with one arm
and tapping his back with another.
he spat out one piece.
he continued to choke.
i again flipped him over
and started tapping his back.
there was no one to help me.
his life depended on how i tap his back.