on 11 september 2001 i was in treviso
and i emailed everyone:
today people who want war won
and people who do not want war lost.
although i was in my early 20s
i was able to feel this
because i spent the previous decade
in constant war.
people around me
who did not have the same experiences as me
understood the language of my email
but did not feel it.
half a life later
media and politicians are
still peddling the same old war shit
but now i just feel lucky i will only watch it on youtube.