1260 i want to be a mother

i wish i was a mother
at least for few minutes
so i can enjoy loving my kids
like a mother


i am waiting
for my father to die
for my mother to die
and for me to die
and hopefully no one else

training for my parents’ death

i have been eating well
lifting weights
doing long easy runs
reading up on the subject
gathering experiences
establishing contacts
i should be ready