7 very large meals
90 mins on the toilet
playing decade old games
nothing to watch
writing random poems
lack of distraction from death
total inability to plan
863 typical sunday
guilt
i live with constant guilt
for forgetting
all the great ideas i had
while taking a shower
and that i deprived humanity
of these great ideas
due to my inability to
memorize while showering.
i am so sorry.
please forgive me.
tragedy
the worst tragedy
is to come up with a great idea
and forget it a minute after.
what is left is
only a feeling
of utter inability and neglect.